i've been thinking
someone who is pretty much family. i shall call her Vala.
well she lost someone she loved about a month ago.
she lost the girl she loved.
you see... that girl, she died.
and i dont know how Vala still can keep going.
i know she must be heart broken.
i dont think, if i lost aubrey, i dont think id be able to just keep going like that.
he's become so important to me.
if he died... i just dont know what i would do. i love him. he means everything to me.


i never thought i would find someone like him.
i hope i never lose him.